I miss you - Part 2

Sweetheart, today went to meet your family at Dieppe Barracks camp, ahma and mama says want to plead for you for lighter sentence, but the lady there says it's not to them to decided because you're now charged by SAF not them. 

Quite disappointed cos they told me today maybe can see you but in the end only went there to collect your belongings. :'(

Everyday I hope to see your shoes back at the doorstep, that is when I realize I still haven't get used to that you won't be around for quite sometime. But every night I will forget, always looking forward to your return, always looking forward to your phone call asking if I am hungry and what I'd like to eat.

How are you inside? Should be tough? Just don't get depressed or stressed over anything, I will wait for you, you please don't worry.

These few days I felt so empty I went to adopt a pair of Lion Head Lop Ears Dwarf Bunnies. :) They are really very cute and only 6 weeks old, I am sure you will love them when you see them, dear! Celestene, daddy, mummy and myself is always looking forward to your return!

WE LOVE YOU!

I miss you - Part 1

From today onwards i will update every night with how much i miss you and all the dedications i have to you, Sweetheart.

B,

The moment i received the call from you, i couldn't believe everything was real. 

I never thought that it will be the day i won't see you for long. But i hope you're safe, eating well, sleeping well. Promise me that you'll take care of yourself please. Every night i forget that you're already away, i still wait for your return, your supper, your phone calls. But i know i need to face the fact soon. Your friends have been very caring, especially ZH. 

You don't have to worry about me, i am ok; Just that i really miss you.

Grand ma, is very worried for you too, as well as your family. If you're out here you will know that your parents actually do care. You need to open up and love them and you will understand.

I went to CSO in the morning today because staying at home really make me feel very, very upset. 

I went to sleep after i reached home, and woke up forgetting you won't be home, i waited for you to watch tv programs. I tried contacting you on your phone but i couldn't get you, b please be fine. I love you as always.

New hair cut & color

Yes! I got my new hair cut yesterday and did ash chocolate hair color -- no pictures yet because i haven't got any appropriate one yet haha.

Went to Bugis temple with mom, dad brought Cel along too!

Got her new stroller cushion mat, portable fan and pillow in pink. Mom initially wanted to get her a walker but the customer service there by the crews are way too stuck up we didn't in the end, a very bad experience there at BHG, Bugis Junction. "Buy Home Good things"? No way.

We were at the Fisher Price section but there wasn't any service crew, so we approached the Combi promoter, Staff (1) she said she didn't know anything about it NOT EVEN WHERE THE NEW STOCKS ARE?! She reluctantly told us to approach another staff, which we did, and Staff (2), said that she doesn't know as well.

Well? So how should be Buy Home Good things? Their motto didn't do good at all... Rather get one from Kiddy Palace, friendlier staffs, better service! Although price differs a bit, but I believe what you pay is what you'll get! I am never, ever going to that department anymore. Shit day.

If you don't improve in your customer service, what makes you think people will patronize you again? At least not me.

I am very disappointed in you for another time...

You made me realize all the promises you made to me are rubbish, they meant nothing, I am utterly disappointed in you.

Remember you promised me that you will NEVER suspect me of anything again? No.

Remember you promised me that you will TRUST me no matter what it is? No.

Remember you promised me that you will NEVER accuse me? No.

I guess you forgot everything you promised me of already, correct me if I am wrong.

But I believe that I didn't wrong you at all because you did ALL of the above today.

You suspected me. You didn't believe in what I said. You accused me for doing things I never did, or knew.

I am starting to get very tired, mentally.., for explaining over and over again, be questioned like a criminal. Please, take sometime and ask yourself, who am I to you? Or what am I to you?

Don't you know that to Love someone you must first Trust them? I don't see why you always say you Love me with that mouth of yours and your heart didn't trust me at all, when your gut feelings always suspect me of EVERYTHING.

 Times and times I really felt of giving up but each time you apologize although I really didn't thought I could accept and let go, forget of what you did to me, I told myself I must do it. 

As for you? It's different, when you are wrong you couldn't accept the fact that you are wrong --

Lost. I am lost in my decision because I know now, I am not only myself, not only on my own, those selfish thoughts needs to be put down.. I will try and keep trying. But you'll need to know that it takes two hands to clap, if one day I really choose to give up, I hope that things would be easier for the both of us.

Yum Cha Restaurant for tea time

Yeah! So the Family's outing is today without bro again..... We (mom, dad, sweetheart, Celestene and myself) went to Yum Cha Restaurant at Chinatown for tea time!

The food there was very, very acceptable and we all had a great time bonding and "nom-ing" the best I could never forget is the taste of the Yum Cha Specialty Fried Dumplings! Out of 10-12 dishes that was my favvvv. So very yummy, yummy that I want to go back there for it. Dessert was finished off with a bowl of Red Bean Paste with Lotus Seed.

No pictures of the food, you should try yourselves because pictures will not judge how delicious the food is!

 

 What is a ride when there's no cam-whoring? :B

Sweetheart, taken at the restaurant while waiting for our desserts to be served! 

That's all for now, bye! :)

GIANT spree at Vivo City!

I went on an "outing" with mom, dad and Cel today to GIANT Super Market at Vivo City!

Got new bamboo blinders for our bedrooms and balcony since the old ones are real old now, dusty even since it has been a long, long, long time ever since we last maintained it. :/

I tried to take pictures with Cel but it was all failed shots, she either struggle too much or feeling uncomfortable. :(

 

 This is one of the best few shots I manage to get from her at home; Her new forte nibbling of her lips - sometimes moving it like she's having a candy in her mouth! I wonder where she learned that from.

 My new pair of contact lenses from the dearest bbg♥, Dorisa Lim!

Bought new milk powder container for Baby Cel.
And I also bought some Top-Up Beans and a new pillow case, to make her a pillow! :) I shall start working on it tmr or maybe Tues. :)

And so, that's all. Oh ya! I almost forgot, mom gave me a belated BD prezzie again today hahaha, 2 tix to USS. Thank you Mummy, I always love you. ♥

Happy Birthday Bro

To start it off, it's my brother's birthday today.

So... Happy Birthday Bro! - May your wishes comes true.

And then, I'd like to apologize for not posting for quite some "time" (days). 

I haven't been in the mood -period- and my painkillers didn't help at all, mom says I'm immune to them already.
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Which is NOT a good thing at all because that will also mean that, painkillers will never ever help me soothe the cramps I am having or will be having anymore?!

Drop it. I slept real late last night (morning to be exact because it was 5 am then) due to the sharp pain I was having. I didn't feel like going anywhere today either.

Oh yes, did I mention that Tiny my pet puppy was supposed to have his SPA again today? Yup so I waited for them to come pick him up! He always come home so pretty after his showers there, I bet Takara Pets is doing a really good job! However his "Shower" package is coming to an end soon therefore we think he should have his full grooming after this. Since he'll be attending a Dog Show this coming Sunday (10th Mar)? At East Coast Park.

Come to it, Tiny grew real fast, he is turning 1 Year soon, real soon as soon as in June. Big boy now but still as adorable as always. :)

I guess that is all for now.....? Bye! x

Tempermental

I went back to Tembusu today for voluntary after 4 days of rest being a sick cat. :(

I realized only today that I've been tolerating too much, I eventually burst!! Like today.

After a month there, I there, I thought I could managed but I never thought I'd throw my temper on the patient there because he threw a beanbag on me. -- also again at the end of the day when it comes to cleaning, I actually didn't know what I was doing, I acted up, my anger rushed up I felt my blood boiling at a fucking bitchy "colleague" there.

More into her? She actually being condemn by everyone working there except for the drives who doesn't know her character just yet. Or they just chose to put up with her? Well idk..

But today, I scolded her in her face and I didn't felt bad at all although she's like a 40 year old + women. She's just too much I guess. I didn't know why I did that either, but I realize I felt better after telling her off. My temper is back.

They apologize, I accepted but I truly hope nothing like this would happen again, after all I am completing my 150 hours there very soon, so god, please bless me. Please give me strength. I hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow else I am either requesting a transfer or probably a different time to work.

Late Birthday updates

Yeah! As promised, I'd be uploading pictures of gifts I got for my Birthday last week. :) Since I didn't make my Birthday a "BIG" so gifts are only from the family members. How still, thank you lovelies still.

P/S of course no pictures of red packets la! They've all been ripped open hahaha.

 SWENSEN'S Special Birthday cake; Has been my favorite since my 1st Birthday.

Thank you Sweetheart x

 

BEBE basic classic rhinestone tee From: Daddy

*Not my first BEBE t-shirt but I am crazily happy because this color is out of stock everywhere OMG*

 

BEBE sheer gift set From: Mummy

Viva La Juicy gift set From: Sweetheart
Although he didn't get me the bag I initially wanted but with that lovable heart of his, he got me this!

People not mentioned or even mentioned above, thank you for the generous red packets as well. I love y'all. Would be my little bro's Birthday coming up next, gonna rack my brain to think of what to get for him.

Absent Monday!

so as the title tells, i didn't went for my voluntary work today, decided to stay at home this afternoon and spend time with my bbg! because my grandma would be fetching bbg over to her place to stay the next few days as well as the coming weeks, same time-table haha. Friday night to Tuesday afternoon she'd be with me, but as for Tuesday night to Friday evening bbg will be over at grandma's place. :(

i'm sure to miss her, her laughter, her sound, her smell, her cries, her whines also her most very innocent smile. xo

although it's obvious i cannot bear her to go but this is the only decision we could make that will be comfortable for both since i still have long hours of voluntary work to do. a real pity... i wanted so badly to have time of my own the past time; which i realize now that i can.., i don't want to however decisions have been made. k, enough of the sad stuffs, some pictures i took over the weekend and bbg!:

 

me and and ultimate lovable girl with her milk bottle! ugh and again i forgot pictures of my prezzies will upload them tomorrow, i promise!

 

Happy Birthday to Me.

mysteriously i am another day older today, as it's my birthday.

i want to sincerely thank all my relatives and friends for the prezzies and red packets received today!! also my dearest sweetheart for the birthday cake specially from swensens *all time favorite since i was 1 year old* haha yes, been 20 years and my taste still haven't changed for swensens special. :)

i am quite tired, oh well sleepy today therefore all pictures of gifts will be posted tmrw? if i am not touring -grins- or probably on mon. for now, good night lovelies xo.

Princessy is back home!

yipee! it's friday and little princessy is back home with me.

as usual i went to Tembusu for voluntary work and dad drove me back home at 5pm, went to Kou Fu food court at Pioneer Mall to takeaway bentos boxes for sweetheart, little bro, dad and myself. :)

not much compliments about it since the price was quite cheap? i think considered cheap 2 boxes of bentos for the price of $9.90! sounds ok right? haha.

quickly we finished up our dinner and headed off to my mom's office area to pick her up then to grandma's place to pick up, baby cel.

only 2 days and she somehow grew plumper and taller i guess? babies really grow at a speed of light!! the pants which aunt bought from F.O.X just 2 weeks ago.... surprisingly she overgrown it and now wearing it feels so uncomfy for her. shall post more pictures of her tmrw.

having mild dry cough but tmrw is my birthday and i hope to have seoul garden buffet! :'(

Time for the two

been quite awhile that me and sweetheart spent time together, together as in just the two of us and we did it today.

right after my voluntary work at Tembusu RDCC dad drove me home, got changed and strolled to the nearest coffee shop to have light dinner, took a bus to JP after that, sweetheart initially wanted to get me smth for my birthday but there wasn't anything that i wished i had from there.

he ended up getting himself a pair of flip flop, bought prawn noodles from Malaysia Boleh as dinner at the coffee shop wasn't filling enough, took a bus home, finished up our bowl of noodles and here i am!

i am somehow missing my dear girl, haven't hear from her since last night but gladly she'd be back tmrw! aw, you're mummy's sweetest darling.

Usual day at Tembusu RDCC

it's just another usual day at Tembusu Rehab & Day Care Center helping out with the old, voluntary work has already played a part in my daily life routine. i make my way there daily on weekdays since early afternoon at 1pm till evening at 5pm.

has a takeaway box of bento rice from a nearby food court, wasn't that bad maybe because i was just hungry since the weather is pretty cold today.

oh! i just remembered something that made me happy today! my "home button" for my Apple device, iPhone 5 has arrived way from U.S.A i am loving it so much, pretty, feminine, cute "heart" shaped with crystals which i got from a site: Etsy! it took a fair delivery of approximately 2 weeks? well, i couldn't really recall but i am so happy it arrived!! :)

couldn't really remember how much was it but it roughly cost me.... i think 10 USD? inclusive of shipment of course la! :P

Hola! Reblog

so finally i re-blogged but the reason behind this is because i think i finally got motivation to update more now especially about my shopping! i am so into buying from Agnes & Maurice these days that i spend more than a hundred bucks a day on different or sometimes repeated sellers! so far, my shopping experience there is fine, or much better than Facebook online resellers!

and also coincidentally this is 20th month of us, being together and the 2nd month that baby Celestene is with us! what an awesome journey with all ups and downs we've been through.

 since this is a whole new blog, new buys and pictures shall do more talking. below are some stuffs i bought from Agnes & Maurice just during the weekend, Sat! :)

TVD Pretty as Cupcake romper in Wine Red

and because the cutting, material, the comfy-ness of this piece i couldn't resist but the get an exact one is black! although i'd prefer if resellers would be kind enough to resell theirs in also, coral pink and robin blue pls!! :(
 

TVD Pretty as Cupcake romper in Classic Black

Catwalkclose Naumi Blazer! a 100% pretty piece i never regretted getting. :-)