I realized only today that I've been tolerating too much, I eventually burst!! Like today.
After a month there, I there, I thought I could managed but I never thought I'd throw my temper on the patient there because he threw a beanbag on me. -- also again at the end of the day when it comes to cleaning, I actually didn't know what I was doing, I acted up, my anger rushed up I felt my blood boiling at a fucking bitchy "colleague" there.
More into her? She actually being condemn by everyone working there except for the drives who doesn't know her character just yet. Or they just chose to put up with her? Well idk..
But today, I scolded her in her face and I didn't felt bad at all although she's like a 40 year old + women. She's just too much I guess. I didn't know why I did that either, but I realize I felt better after telling her off. My temper is back.
They apologize, I accepted but I truly hope nothing like this would happen again, after all I am completing my 150 hours there very soon, so god, please bless me. Please give me strength. I hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow else I am either requesting a transfer or probably a different time to work.
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