I am very disappointed in you for another time...

You made me realize all the promises you made to me are rubbish, they meant nothing, I am utterly disappointed in you.

Remember you promised me that you will NEVER suspect me of anything again? No.

Remember you promised me that you will TRUST me no matter what it is? No.

Remember you promised me that you will NEVER accuse me? No.

I guess you forgot everything you promised me of already, correct me if I am wrong.

But I believe that I didn't wrong you at all because you did ALL of the above today.

You suspected me. You didn't believe in what I said. You accused me for doing things I never did, or knew.

I am starting to get very tired, mentally.., for explaining over and over again, be questioned like a criminal. Please, take sometime and ask yourself, who am I to you? Or what am I to you?

Don't you know that to Love someone you must first Trust them? I don't see why you always say you Love me with that mouth of yours and your heart didn't trust me at all, when your gut feelings always suspect me of EVERYTHING.

 Times and times I really felt of giving up but each time you apologize although I really didn't thought I could accept and let go, forget of what you did to me, I told myself I must do it. 

As for you? It's different, when you are wrong you couldn't accept the fact that you are wrong --

Lost. I am lost in my decision because I know now, I am not only myself, not only on my own, those selfish thoughts needs to be put down.. I will try and keep trying. But you'll need to know that it takes two hands to clap, if one day I really choose to give up, I hope that things would be easier for the both of us.