I miss you - Part 2

Sweetheart, today went to meet your family at Dieppe Barracks camp, ahma and mama says want to plead for you for lighter sentence, but the lady there says it's not to them to decided because you're now charged by SAF not them. 

Quite disappointed cos they told me today maybe can see you but in the end only went there to collect your belongings. :'(

Everyday I hope to see your shoes back at the doorstep, that is when I realize I still haven't get used to that you won't be around for quite sometime. But every night I will forget, always looking forward to your return, always looking forward to your phone call asking if I am hungry and what I'd like to eat.

How are you inside? Should be tough? Just don't get depressed or stressed over anything, I will wait for you, you please don't worry.

These few days I felt so empty I went to adopt a pair of Lion Head Lop Ears Dwarf Bunnies. :) They are really very cute and only 6 weeks old, I am sure you will love them when you see them, dear! Celestene, daddy, mummy and myself is always looking forward to your return!

WE LOVE YOU!

I miss you - Part 1

From today onwards i will update every night with how much i miss you and all the dedications i have to you, Sweetheart.

B,

The moment i received the call from you, i couldn't believe everything was real. 

I never thought that it will be the day i won't see you for long. But i hope you're safe, eating well, sleeping well. Promise me that you'll take care of yourself please. Every night i forget that you're already away, i still wait for your return, your supper, your phone calls. But i know i need to face the fact soon. Your friends have been very caring, especially ZH. 

You don't have to worry about me, i am ok; Just that i really miss you.

Grand ma, is very worried for you too, as well as your family. If you're out here you will know that your parents actually do care. You need to open up and love them and you will understand.

I went to CSO in the morning today because staying at home really make me feel very, very upset. 

I went to sleep after i reached home, and woke up forgetting you won't be home, i waited for you to watch tv programs. I tried contacting you on your phone but i couldn't get you, b please be fine. I love you as always.

New hair cut & color

Yes! I got my new hair cut yesterday and did ash chocolate hair color -- no pictures yet because i haven't got any appropriate one yet haha.

Went to Bugis temple with mom, dad brought Cel along too!

Got her new stroller cushion mat, portable fan and pillow in pink. Mom initially wanted to get her a walker but the customer service there by the crews are way too stuck up we didn't in the end, a very bad experience there at BHG, Bugis Junction. "Buy Home Good things"? No way.

We were at the Fisher Price section but there wasn't any service crew, so we approached the Combi promoter, Staff (1) she said she didn't know anything about it NOT EVEN WHERE THE NEW STOCKS ARE?! She reluctantly told us to approach another staff, which we did, and Staff (2), said that she doesn't know as well.

Well? So how should be Buy Home Good things? Their motto didn't do good at all... Rather get one from Kiddy Palace, friendlier staffs, better service! Although price differs a bit, but I believe what you pay is what you'll get! I am never, ever going to that department anymore. Shit day.

If you don't improve in your customer service, what makes you think people will patronize you again? At least not me.

I am very disappointed in you for another time...

You made me realize all the promises you made to me are rubbish, they meant nothing, I am utterly disappointed in you.

Remember you promised me that you will NEVER suspect me of anything again? No.

Remember you promised me that you will TRUST me no matter what it is? No.

Remember you promised me that you will NEVER accuse me? No.

I guess you forgot everything you promised me of already, correct me if I am wrong.

But I believe that I didn't wrong you at all because you did ALL of the above today.

You suspected me. You didn't believe in what I said. You accused me for doing things I never did, or knew.

I am starting to get very tired, mentally.., for explaining over and over again, be questioned like a criminal. Please, take sometime and ask yourself, who am I to you? Or what am I to you?

Don't you know that to Love someone you must first Trust them? I don't see why you always say you Love me with that mouth of yours and your heart didn't trust me at all, when your gut feelings always suspect me of EVERYTHING.

 Times and times I really felt of giving up but each time you apologize although I really didn't thought I could accept and let go, forget of what you did to me, I told myself I must do it. 

As for you? It's different, when you are wrong you couldn't accept the fact that you are wrong --

Lost. I am lost in my decision because I know now, I am not only myself, not only on my own, those selfish thoughts needs to be put down.. I will try and keep trying. But you'll need to know that it takes two hands to clap, if one day I really choose to give up, I hope that things would be easier for the both of us.

Yum Cha Restaurant for tea time

Yeah! So the Family's outing is today without bro again..... We (mom, dad, sweetheart, Celestene and myself) went to Yum Cha Restaurant at Chinatown for tea time!

The food there was very, very acceptable and we all had a great time bonding and "nom-ing" the best I could never forget is the taste of the Yum Cha Specialty Fried Dumplings! Out of 10-12 dishes that was my favvvv. So very yummy, yummy that I want to go back there for it. Dessert was finished off with a bowl of Red Bean Paste with Lotus Seed.

No pictures of the food, you should try yourselves because pictures will not judge how delicious the food is!

 

 What is a ride when there's no cam-whoring? :B

Sweetheart, taken at the restaurant while waiting for our desserts to be served! 

That's all for now, bye! :)

GIANT spree at Vivo City!

I went on an "outing" with mom, dad and Cel today to GIANT Super Market at Vivo City!

Got new bamboo blinders for our bedrooms and balcony since the old ones are real old now, dusty even since it has been a long, long, long time ever since we last maintained it. :/

I tried to take pictures with Cel but it was all failed shots, she either struggle too much or feeling uncomfortable. :(

 

 This is one of the best few shots I manage to get from her at home; Her new forte nibbling of her lips - sometimes moving it like she's having a candy in her mouth! I wonder where she learned that from.

 My new pair of contact lenses from the dearest bbg♥, Dorisa Lim!

Bought new milk powder container for Baby Cel.
And I also bought some Top-Up Beans and a new pillow case, to make her a pillow! :) I shall start working on it tmr or maybe Tues. :)

And so, that's all. Oh ya! I almost forgot, mom gave me a belated BD prezzie again today hahaha, 2 tix to USS. Thank you Mummy, I always love you. ♥

Happy Birthday Bro

To start it off, it's my brother's birthday today.

So... Happy Birthday Bro! - May your wishes comes true.

And then, I'd like to apologize for not posting for quite some "time" (days). 

I haven't been in the mood -period- and my painkillers didn't help at all, mom says I'm immune to them already.
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Which is NOT a good thing at all because that will also mean that, painkillers will never ever help me soothe the cramps I am having or will be having anymore?!

Drop it. I slept real late last night (morning to be exact because it was 5 am then) due to the sharp pain I was having. I didn't feel like going anywhere today either.

Oh yes, did I mention that Tiny my pet puppy was supposed to have his SPA again today? Yup so I waited for them to come pick him up! He always come home so pretty after his showers there, I bet Takara Pets is doing a really good job! However his "Shower" package is coming to an end soon therefore we think he should have his full grooming after this. Since he'll be attending a Dog Show this coming Sunday (10th Mar)? At East Coast Park.

Come to it, Tiny grew real fast, he is turning 1 Year soon, real soon as soon as in June. Big boy now but still as adorable as always. :)

I guess that is all for now.....? Bye! x